Old 01-06-2019, 05:47 AM
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Originally Posted by Clint0721 View Post
My prayers will include you!! I have been down the road your going down. I have been clean since 2003 and I wont tell you it gets easier, but you will get used to being clean as your new normal. I lost a child in 1995 and spent the next 7 years in a meth induced fantasy land. I know I will die a recovering drug addict but I also know I will die a clean and sober recoving drug addict. I pray that God bless you and keep you and your family strong!!
One of the first things I had to learn was that there is no graduation from recovery. We are in recovery until we die or relapse. My wife asked what my long term goal was and my response is always the same.... "to be the best husband, father and friend I can be. Then to pass on with as much clean and sober time as I can". I just keep plugging along, step by step, and maintain a long view. I have to admit, while I am beat up from my 10 year bender I feel so much better. My priorities have changed and my family is tops.
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